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thetribulationsImeetinmylifeandstudy
nowthatIwasaseniorstudent incollegeIknowwhatIshoulddowheneverimeettribulationsineverydaylife.butistillclearlyrememberthetimewheniwasafreshman.itishardformetooverethosedifficulties.
thoughiinsistinmymindthatiwasnotashyboy,sometimes actuallyiwas.iwasafraidtospeaktomyclassmatesontheplatformbecauseiworriedaboutmakingmistakes.thereforeusuallyididnotputupmyhandstoaskanyquestionspresentedbytheteacherduringtheclassevenifidefinitelyknowtheanswer.therearemanyactivitiesheldbythestudentunionin thefirstyear,butiseldomtakepartinthem.whaticandowastobeanaudienceandadmire the winnerin theend. whatismoreihavenocouragetoexpressmylovetomybeloved.clearlialsoknowshelikesmebutbecauseofmyflabbinessshewasanotherboy"girlfriendatlast.whatapity!
astimewentbygraduallyibeemorematureinthelateyears.ihavetriedmanywaystofindbacktheself-confidence.fortunatelyihave sueed.ithinkanybodyliketheformermeshouldnolongerbeashamedandself-abasement.weshouldcherish everyminuteand secondweownnow.